I had a twin

Ramai yg tktaw sbenar ny ak ada twin..Tp umo dy tkpnjang..Dy mninggal masa bru lahir lg..so,ak pn tkpenah tgk dy..
Wlupn ak tkpnah tgk dy,tp ak asa dekat ngn dy,,ak asa mcm ak penah hidup skali ngn dy.Pnah ak t'pk mcm mna muka dy,seiras ke ngn ak kn..Asa ny mesti seiras kn ngn ak..
Klu lah dberi pluang,ak idup ngn dy,mesti bez kn..Nk g mna2 sma2,mkn sma2,tdo sma2,,mesti tknk bpisah kn..Tiap msa ak da teman,tkla boring sgt kn idup.Tapi ak tima ketentuan Allah.
Penah dulu masa ak skolah rendah,,buat bnda yg tkmsok akal..maybe sbb rndu sgt kt twin ak..Masa 2 ak bli belon yg leyh terbang 2 kt ekspo.Blek kt umah bla pg 2,ak 2lis sumting kt belon 2..Ak dduk kt pin2 blakang umah,ak lepas belon 2 ke udara...Taw pe hrapan ak..."semoga adik kmbar ak dpt bca pe yg ak 2lis kt belon 2"..
Ak mmg tkleyh igt kt twin ak,mmg akn nangis..tah la,kdang2 tkfham gk sdang kn ak tkpnah idup skali ngn dy pn..mngkin sebab kami penah ada dlam 1 kandungan mk ak..thats mean,kmi bersama gk lh kn slama 9 bulan dlam kndungan.Sbab 2 prsaan syg n rndu ttap ada..
Tears in Heaven..mngkin 1 lgu yg ssuai tuk gmbr kn prasaan ak.Klu ak dengar lgu niy,,msti igt kn twin ak..aK bru dgr je lgu niy,sbb 2 lh tringat nk 2lis entry niy...

Lagu niy eric clapton yg nyanyi,dy cipta sbb dy khilangan ank dy.anak dy mti msa umo 4 taun sbb jtuh apartmen kwan istri dy....Cdeyh je dgr lgu niy,,tp bez.. 

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you feel the same
If I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong and carry on
’cause I know I don’t belong here in heaven...

Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven?
I’ll find my way through night and day
’cause I know I just can’t stay here in heaven...

Time can bring you down, time can bend your knees
Time can break your heart, have you begging please...begging please

Beyond the door there’s peace I’m sure
And I know there’ll be no more tears in heaven...

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you feel the same
If I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong and carry on
’cause I know I don’t belong here in heaven...

satu hari nanti..................

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7 org artis tetap n akn ada artis undangn....setiap group akn ada 5 org......depa suma d bhgiakn ngn 2 group-- merah & biru .....

ak pling ska tgk yg pling tough 2,,,, JUNGkOOk.....nsem gler!!!!geng2 running man 2 pggil dy muscle no28..


second ak ska tgk kWANG sUu....dy niy cute gla bla tgk....n dy la org pling tngi kt c2.....

yg pling lawak dua org neyh ---> yg pling tua ......jAE sUK==grasshoper N sUK jIN==big nose..... (ak tklrat glak ngn dorg neyh!!!skt prut2...siap tendang ktil2......*byangkn 2.....

hAHA & gARRY--->2 org niy keja bkpit ja....dua2 pn lwak....mmg serasi depa 2 neyh...slu done the task 2gether......

yg pling cute kt lam game show neyh --> jOONG kI...sweet sgt dy.....n dy pling gniusklu dlam group merah.

stiap episod akn ada artis undangan..slu ny 2 pmpn ngn sorang laki....

yg pmpn ny,,,jI hYo ttap asa ny..sbb dy slu ada tiap episod...cuma 3 episod awal kot dy tkda.....cute sgt dy neyh.....dy neyh msuk group biru...

TOTALLY EPY NOW!!!

mula2 kenal.......---kimia

bru bcint........---ku bahagia

tgh bcinta......(tseksa!!!!but,thanks)---jangan bertengkar lagi

bila dh jemu++++benci---hilang semua janji

dan akhirnya...............---putus

tudiaa Anwar Hadi..........

ak ska btol tgk dy neyh bckap...tiap mngu ak ikot vdeo dy,,suma bez2 lh.....dy org kedah asa ny,,sbb pelek cm kdah mari ja....haha...tp skang asa ny dy dh kt sydney,,smbung blajar kt sna...video2 dy mmg superb lh..stiap apa yg dy wat ada input yg sgt mdalam tuk kita fhami sbgai seorg mnusia..byk pengajaran yg dy cuba di smpai kn...bgus2...keep it up...

jom tgk vdeo dy....

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                                     Mat Lutfi

kwn anwar hadi asa ny==rkan sperjuangn lam utube..ahaha...

                                      bez!!!!

tp ak lg mnat anwar hadi...ahakz!!!

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fatin syafawati

ha....spa ye dy???
                  mwe ak ke??
haish!!!!bkn kot.....huhu
dy niy besfrenz ak......
ak knal dy,,dri ak form2 lg,,smpai lh skang dh part4 kt uitm....
da bez n awesome frenz that i hav.......
frankly,,ak syg sgt mber ak neyh..dy mmg baek sgt kt ak...
tp skang,bla part4,dy pndah g uitm segamat,sbb wat fastrek..
cdeyh sgt taw....klu tk dlu,,tiap ptg dy akn msj ak tnya nk g mkn tk,,
bla ak da msalah dy sntiasa da ngn ak,,klu ak lpar dy bg ak mkn,,ak g mna dy yg slu tman kn..
pe2 je lh,,,kbnyakn ny ak bgantung ngn dy...leyh d ktakn dy lh yg jga ak kt kolej 2..huuh..
bju ak pn dy pnah tlg bsuh taw....huhu..tgk,,baek kn dy..
ak rndu sgt kt dy,,klu tk dlu,slu gelak2 ngn dy,tiap2 ari kmi jmpa,mkn skali,tdo pn
skali kdang2....
cdeyh la bila atin dh pndah....
dri form2 kot kmi tpnah tpsah cmniy...
skang,mlm2 atin dh tk tman awa g mkn nsi greng kmpung kt kdai pk ck RPA 2 dh...
          ,atin dh tkda tuk dgr msalah awa...
         ,atin dh tktman awa lg klu awa nk kuar.....
skang...atin duk jauh dri kwan atin niy...........

            niy wak2 sem3,,study 4 final exam......

         niy wak2 cuti rya cina ri2,,g open bbq kt bkt air..             
                                  

                                            niy  masa form5,smk jitra

....YOU ARE DA BEZ FREN THAT I HAV.........

hari2 ku............

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                          .====1bulan.....haha..over lh plak kn...
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                                                   -- tp ak tkp clas niy...haha
          selasa(22/feb)-statistic & probability
                                -->gla ssah subject neyh!!!tkfham apa prof 2 ajr..ahakz!
mau tk gila kn....

hah!!!!so,2 mngu neyh bis la bdan ak vibrate , parkinson , strok (seterok mna?????haha...xtually 2 ayt d aku) , tp pepn t'jd,,,,,tdo ak ttap lbeyh dri stdy.......
                       mmg tk sdar dri tol pmpn neyh!!huhu

k lh...sbenar ny niy lam clas neyh......biasa la...kn bdak sciece cmpter student.......yg tkbleyh pn jd bleyh...
                       (sumpah,,,leyh wat banggla plak pmpn neyh<----huhu)